#01. broad shoulders. / "can a girl like me, be pretty? or is that just another dream which will never come true?"

 so, if you read the title of the blog, you will probably guess that my name is stephanie.

stephanie is a name commonly given to girls. i am cis, which means i identify with the gender i was assigned at birth, which is female. 

for my entire life, i've looked in the mirror, and felt like i was perfect, except for one thing. but i was never able to put my finger on that one thing, until around january 2020...

then i realised that the thing that's wrong with me is my shoulders. they're too fucking wide.

i could just eat a lot to get a bunch of body fat in my hips, but i have too much body fat, and if i got my hips wide enough to balance out the size of my shoulders, my hips would be fucking wide. too wide.

so what's my solution?

a) plastic surgery - which knowing my luck, will get botched

b) suicide - everything i do fails, so a failed suicide attempt will turn me into a vegetable.

so, i have no solution. fucking great.